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It was just finally time I stood up for myself. I was being destroyed inside and out. I had to break free. I had to stop letting myself get walked on, manipulated, and abused. Now I’m free. I’m financially stable, independent, and happy. To top it all off, I met someone who is beautiful and amazing who sees all that I’ve been through, sees my flaws, and still thinks the world of me. You’re my light, A.E., and I’ll be your hero. I love you.
Happiness.
Word of the day, I know. I’ve said it so many times and keep focusing on it and reiterating it, but that’s because I know it’s going to happen, I just have to let it. All I have to do is want it, stop doubting it, and it will happen. I suppose my new confidence has even prompted the universe to put more of it in my life. I’m going to be bursting with happiness and I’m going to have someone special to share it with and they will burst will happiness as well. I know these things to be true. They have to be true, because I’ll make them true. I’ll do what it takes to inspire the events that lead up to it. I’ll do what it takes to make it permanent. I’ll stop doubting and worrying and stressing and waiting because it all just leads to disappointment, the disappointment leads to more doubts, and so on and so forth. Once I remove the doubt, the disappointments won’t prompt me to doubt more, and I won’t take actions to prevent my doubts from coming to life, instead I’ll take actions that bring what I want into my life.
